this time i know what's coming to me, i'll think of it more like a trial rather than just bad luck but honestly it doesn't stop me from being anxietic (i made that word up but its anxiety). all i have to do is to trust God because that's all i can do, i'm 16 and i still don't have anything yet. but i really feel bad about everything around me, it hurts me so bad. but things happen for a reason.

so i'm moving schools this senior year, fresh start, new friends,teachers, everything. i'm hoping it turns out well. i'm not really happy moving to the schools i'm in, even teachers are bullies. i hate it there so much. i'm having such a hard time right now, but instead of ranting about it on any social sites i'm blogging it here. somedays aren't really yours at all, today is just isn't my day.