i stated in my blog that i don't have any religion, but that doesn't mean i don't believe in God. Well, i do believe in God and i deeply, strongly believe in his words and i do read the bible. it just so happen that my beliefs is different from the belief of my family, my beliefs is different from my friend's belief, my beliefs is different from most people. last friday, me and my friends went to see the guidance counselor, and i came across the bookshelf and saw a bible and when i opened the bible i saw genesis 21:1-7 laughing at God (its the new bible version, i think) and i immediately thought of laughing with by regina spektor which is my favorite song ever. i guess they have different meaning, but its something that really hit me when i read it.

i am in love with the weather! the sun is out, but the air is cold. i hope it stays like this forever, so i can wear sweaters even when its sunny. me and my friends decided to take pictures, and how i miss taking pictures. afterwards we had our prom practice (i'm so thrilled)it will be the first and last time. 

but now.. sweaters, regina spektor and a cup of tea.

good night dear readers,

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I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

- calendar girl -

i've been busy these past few days with reports, prom, and a huge test i'm about to take in a month or 2, so i really don't have time to blog, until now. so yeah here's a collection of polaroid pictures i made with my phone..

i'm open to people about my whole 'about me' thing because i want people to know that its okay to show who you are, and no matter how you hide your true color it will show, eventually.

i just want you to know that i do get a lot of hates in school and on the internet, but i don't really let it get to me, maybe because i want people to know that hateful things that people say doesn't really describe who you are and it doesn't make you any less of a person. well, there is a lot of things that really bothers me like why is same-sex marriage not legal in my country, and its not that i want to get married or anything but it just shows that people still justify everything based on their beliefs. honestly, i don't appreciate the opinions of people who are against same sex marriage, because since when do your opinions tell people how to live their life. enough said.