the other night i watched 'the breakfast club' for the first time and i loved it. its a teen movie from the 80s that my parents love, and next up is sixteen candles so much love for the 80s

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merry christmas, dear readers, and have a lovely day. my christmas was well spent even though i think its boring, but at least i get to spend them with my family and that is all that matters. a year full of blessings, lessons and memories. this year might not be perfect, but its worth it, and i'm so happy to have all the opportunities that happened this year, and i hope next year will be better.

"the weather today is partly suspicious with chances of betrayal."

why do we fall for people that we know won't love us back? why do we care for people that doesn't care about us? i guess its a mistake all of us make and the same goes to wanting the things we can't have. these popped up into my head 10 minutes ago while i was listening to regina spektor and the tv on mute and stalking my crush. i get alot of random thoughts everyday but i never really bothered to really talk about it, i guess i just have different things to worry about like school maybe? or family? friends? i don't know. still, these questions remains a mistery to me.

                                                         

            christmas party at school yesterday was fun and tiring after that my friends and i went to the mall.

feeling down these past few weeks and all i want to do is rant, but somehow i just want to keep my problems to myself, maybe because.. well... i just like it that way. i might be happy in school but the very reason is its the only time i can never think about all my problems (and yes i have a shit ton of problems). you can never tweet your feelings away without being called an attention whore or without having people to react to shit. i may have a lot of problems, but i'm still hoping that things will be better.