paris is always a good idea

i'm going to spend the rest of the weekend watching movies, by movies i mean audrey hepburn films. so far i've watched 3 audrey hepburn films since last night she's such an amazing actress ,i adore her. i never really expected to enjoy movies like this but i completely fallen in love and i'm planning to re-watch all of it. 

tomorrow i have to work on 2 reports and homeworks, this sucks. how can high school be so very stressful?  but think about college! i'm excited and slightly nervous about this whole college thing. 

breakfast at tiffany's

paris when it sizzles

funny face

the quiz i was studying last night was a fail, yes i did get all the correct answers but the fact that i don't have common sense on writing got most of my answers wrong. Common sense is important bitches. this school year is all about stuDYING, i guess you can say i'm working on college?? and the fact that half of my friends aren't in the same section as i am makes me want to get serious.

i'm also working on another quiz for tomorrow, i'll spend the rest of the night studying and watching Breakfast at tiffany's on my laptop. its only the 3rd week and school is getting me really stressful, but hard work pays off right?  i hope.

The past weeks was all about school, so very stressful. Two days of no school is not enough, lack of sleep, stress, acne and all other shit that school do to me and i have to study for a quiz tomorrow i just stopped by here because i haven't posted in like 4 weeks. 10 more months until college!!!!

Life is not fair, neither is love

Today i'm beginning to question if God really do exist and other thoughts about religion. all these negative stuff in my head, it is making me panic. i don't believe in my religion but i believe in God, i love God. and i believe that i can get through this.


we went to the hospital yesterday because my brother need's to be checked up. we got the results and his 'sickness' is getting severe. he shouldn't be stressed out about anything because it could get worse, so my parents do anything for him.


after all this i realized life is just not fair, neither is love

Just do what you want, the rest of the world can go to hell.

This week was just like any other week i had, well except the terrible internet connection i'm experiencing right now. fuck. my mom already called the service provider on this and still, nothing happened. this is one of those days where i can just punch my computer screen, it annoys the hell out of me.

I'm also experiencing a lot of people who copy me on twitter, its annoying then i realized something. people copy you because you're clearly above them. and you know what they say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, they copy people because they want to be like you.

by the way its LOHANTHONY's birthday tomorrow (i'm in manila so its advance here) if you follow me on twitter you'll know that he's the only reason why i open my twitter its true because i retweet him alot and he's kinda my inspiration to be a diva and probably the reason why i don't give a hell what other people say about me. 

i sing, i swim

yesterday we celebrated nadine's birthday. we went to a korean buffet for dinner it was supposed to be lunch but we decided to wait for our friend to come, so we waited for 5 hours at different teashops (Gosh i hate milktea's). Nadine is one of my friends who was there when i needed someone, and hopefully i will never lose. i have another birthday to attend  before school starts and i'm looking forward to it.

today was such a  hot day, i hate it. it felt like hell, and i'm getting a rash from the sun , propably the reason why i don't go out much, and why i wear sunscreen everyday. i'm just patiently waiting for  summer to be over so that i can go out of my house without burning or getting a rash. i'm super cautious when it comes to my skin, and probably my biggest insecurity.

this time i know what's coming to me, i'll think of it more like a trial rather than just bad luck but honestly it doesn't stop me from being anxietic (i made that word up but its anxiety). all i have to do is to trust God because that's all i can do, i'm 16 and i still don't have anything yet. but i really feel bad about everything around me, it hurts me so bad. but things happen for a reason.

so i'm moving schools this senior year, fresh start, new friends,teachers, everything. i'm hoping it turns out well. i'm not really happy moving to the schools i'm in, even teachers are bullies. i hate it there so much. i'm having such a hard time right now, but instead of ranting about it on any social sites i'm blogging it here. somedays aren't really yours at all, today is just isn't my day.