the other night i watched 'the breakfast club' for the first time and i loved it. its a teen movie from the 80s that my parents love, and next up is sixteen candles so much love for the 80s

gif from tumblr

merry christmas, dear readers, and have a lovely day. my christmas was well spent even though i think its boring, but at least i get to spend them with my family and that is all that matters. a year full of blessings, lessons and memories. this year might not be perfect, but its worth it, and i'm so happy to have all the opportunities that happened this year, and i hope next year will be better.

"the weather today is partly suspicious with chances of betrayal."

why do we fall for people that we know won't love us back? why do we care for people that doesn't care about us? i guess its a mistake all of us make and the same goes to wanting the things we can't have. these popped up into my head 10 minutes ago while i was listening to regina spektor and the tv on mute and stalking my crush. i get alot of random thoughts everyday but i never really bothered to really talk about it, i guess i just have different things to worry about like school maybe? or family? friends? i don't know. still, these questions remains a mistery to me.

                                                         

            christmas party at school yesterday was fun and tiring after that my friends and i went to the mall.

feeling down these past few weeks and all i want to do is rant, but somehow i just want to keep my problems to myself, maybe because.. well... i just like it that way. i might be happy in school but the very reason is its the only time i can never think about all my problems (and yes i have a shit ton of problems). you can never tweet your feelings away without being called an attention whore or without having people to react to shit. i may have a lot of problems, but i'm still hoping that things will be better. 

                                                                  pictures from our fieldtrip

walked around the school field for the first time, i guess. well like i said i'm not really much an outdoor kind of person. we will be having a field trip (idk if its a fieldtrip but who gives a hell) and i'm going to bring my camera along with me.

soleysoleysoley

The summer is going to end 
on a rainy day like this
he packed his house and left her

Now she will stay awake 
and wait for him to come
she might now wait forever

i'll find my way to the sea 
i'll run before it ends
the sun is going down
i'm saying goodbye, bye, bye

He is the summer end 
she sees him run away 
outside her kitchen window
Her tears will stay awake
they made this rainy day come
she is the winter weather

I´ll find my way to the sea 
i'll run before it ends
(he said in the note he left her)
the sun is going down
he´s saying goodbye, bye, bye

the summer loves the winter

- basically one of my favorite song from soley's album we sink'

the flowers

shot by my friends carmela and ericka

i haven't made a post in a while, because i couldn't find my camera (but i found it now). 2 weeks ago i had an 'accident' so i went to the doctor for a check up and found out that im anemic so i have to take maintenance for a while.

some pictures from my instagram page

if there's one thing i love about taking pictures is that i like it better in sepia or black and white, because it looks more dramatic and it adds a bit feel to it, you'll know when you see one. i love taking pictures of my friends and make memories out of it. taking pictures has never been a passion of mine its just that i want to see these pictures when i grow older, so that's probably the main reason why i always bring my camera.

                    i'll be spending the rest of my night listening to lorde and drinking a cup of tea..
                                                               
                                                              goodnight readers