settle down.

happy easter everyone! so i haven't posted in decades but here i am! since it's summer i've been reading, watching and sleeping most of the time. i don't focus much on social networking sites except for twitter and tumblr, which i can easily access on my iphone. i basically use the sites where i can easily access without the use of my computer

easter is doing good! before easter,me and my family went to 14 different kinds of church (i think it's called 14 stations idk) it's the first time i went to church in months! i rarely go to church because of 2 reasons; first of all, i hate the fact that some christians are judgemental to me in church, yes! in church! i always see them looking and whispering, it annoys me. other than that, i don't see the point why people go to church to pray for their sins and after that repeat their sins over again. don't get me wrong, like i've said before, i strongly, deeply believe and love God but i just don't practice any religion. i know it's an unpopular opinion (i think) but who cares.i'm not the type of person who tries to hide what he/she feels all the time, but of course i try to make my statements polite as possible. :)

i wish you hadn't broke my camera

i don't want to live every single day of  my life with the same boring routine. i always strive for something different and extraordinaire, it's something i look forward to everyday. i remember an old saying: "live like there's no tomorrow". for me that saying is trying to tell us that anything could happen at any moment. what if tomorrow all of us will be gone? how well do you know you will live to see tomorrow?  well, you see living life to the fullest isn't a bad thing. it doesn't mean doing the things that means regretting it afterwards. living means to spend another day, another moment with your family and friends sharing beautiful moments together and just having fun because sooner than you think all of those things will be gone. there's nothing permanent in this world.

my favorite scenes from some of my favorite movies

the black swan -

the breakfast club -

v- for vendetta

off beat -

Girl, Interrupted -

Le fabuleux destin d'amelie poulain -

i can see your eyes turn blue

high school caused me a lot of pain, but it's one of the best days of my life.  i really can't believe the phase of being a high school student is gone.  if only i can turn back to time i would. but i have to keep moving forward.  fresh start, a whole new beginning, an empty book to fill (something my favorite blogger said).

but now i'm currently finishing the book 'have a little faith' by mitch albom (amazing author btw) and in bed all day.

scene from the movie kammerflimmern/off beat ( amazing movie!) 

                                                           

in 10 hours i can officially say that i am a high school graduate. and i am so proud of myself, but graduating means leaving the people that made me be who i am today.. its honestly hard and so much to take in. all i can say is, high school is one of the best and one of the worst years of my life and i'm going to miss it so much. 

                                                     
                                                                        taylor lashae

          one of my favorites on tumblr and instagram. she's literally the most perfect girl i've ever seen!